Do you ever daydream about, perhaps winning the lottery and what you would do with the millions of dollars? Sometimes, I do and no doubt you do, too. It is just fun.
My other daydream I have is that one day somebody will come and knock on my door, offering to buy my house and property. Of course, the dollar amount would need to be just right. Would I? Yes! Enough money and I’ll be out next week.
Crazy enough, I know of a family that had this happen. Actually, if there was a house I loved and knew I could afford, etc., I would knock on their door and offer my price for the family to sell and leave. Perhaps if I won the lottery, if only I played and won, I could do that. Again, just fun. Daydreaming at its finest.
Yesterday, being April Fool’s Day, I sent pictures of a small, cute house, and several rooms inside, all coordinated that fits the character of the outside and of my personality to my sister with, ‘Look what I did!’ With Google, you can do anything. The dreaming came alive even more.
I love my house but being an empty nester, I don’t want or need all this space. The yard is bigger than I want and even for my husband nowadays as age is creeping up on both of us.
So to dream, the escape of what is or of what could be is my happy place. 😎
To recognize and accept finally, it makes it easier to understand and go forward. Reminding yourself, you can do this and you do.
I am stepping onward, sometimes in faith believing, and moving forward. We have to in order to grow and heal.
Today as I go about life on my day off cleaning and doing the mundane things keeping a house, my many breaks tend to leave me researching for whatever is before me. It’s finding out information and learning. Google has become my best friend at times, always there, 24/7.
to my former counselor and to get her perspective but that door has closed. I’m left to search and ponder the unknown until there is an answer or peace in knowing what I think is okay and doing. Time!
Searching. It comes down to and to be reminded that we are to seek God and He will give us truth, answers and faith. He is there 24/7. He wants us to search and know Him.
Just Pondering... 