There are times in life that you may not know what to do or to think of a situation, relationship, etc., at hand before you. The questions within seem to linger with no answers. All that you can do is take one day at a time, pay attention and feel the emotions but only on limited time. Don’t let it steal from your day, if that is even possible. It is. Acknowledge, feel and move on. Repeat, as needed. 
We may not understand exactly what we are facing or have dealt with as there are a lot of emotions that are wrapped in the midst, which is normal. It is taking it all to God that will help you get through.
Scripture tells us, “Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight” (Hebrews 4:13, NIV). There isn’t a day or a tear that God doesn’t know about. He sees whatever we’re going though … and He knows.
Expressing what we feel to Him, that can be from joy and our praises but also sadness to anger. Yes, even anger toward Him. One of my biggest faith moments in life, many years ago, was when I screamed out that I was angry with Him. Seriously, He knows anyway. I felt bad for doing that at the time, but I do not regret, as I felt like my level of faith increased.
1 Peter 5:7, “Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” (NLT)
It is not always easy but as you know, time takes care of a lot of issues. As we recognize and come to terms with it all, of what we are dealing with, understand ourselves plus see the Hand of God at work in the midst, joy will return. He knows. He cares.
Our heart may feel the pain and our emotions cause havoc but if we put our trust in Him to help us through, He will do just that. Trust Him.
https://proverbs31.org/read/devotions/full-post/2016/09/26/in-case-you-were-wondering-god-knows
One day I will dance. The joy within one day will show, as I step out and be free. No burdens or disappointments will hinder me, or what others think. It’s been a long time coming, as once before when I danced for the Lord.
Just Pondering... 