Have you ever signed up for something and later regret? Partly, wanting to slap yourself for being so willing.
Even though in this case, I feel this was a huge step for me to make myself vulnerable and be a willing vessel. Still, there is anxiousness within.
I signed up to hold a once a week, eight-week class. These are volunteer classes of topics that we feel comfortable sharing. I have been through so much and I am here today so I feel I can share and encourage others to put their faith in the Lord. Just knowing that you are not alone, going through something, can bring life and hope.
Honestly, part of me does not want people to sign up. I’m scared. If just making myself open to do this class, is enough for me. This was a big step for me. I put my feet in the water as they say, to test. If this all comes about and people do sign up and show up, it will be the Lord leading and directing because I am nothing. I am here because of Him.
To back out of, which I have tried and wanted to do many times, I did not feel like I should. A step of faith for sure.