Just the title alone explains my feelings. While I love Christmas, the lights, the joy it brings and everything that exemplifies the season, I just don’t have it in me to participate here in my home.
Here it is, December 8 and my house does not show any signs of life in regard to Christmas. Not even the cute Christmas pillow my sister made me months ago that is stuck in my hall closet. It was too early to put out when received and now my house needs cleaning to put out now.
The task of cleaning, pulling out the Christmas crap from the attic just adds to my overwhelming thoughts of just one more thing to do, many things, and then the clean up.
I feel like the Grinch although I am excited, too. What gives?
As I put myself in timeout today for having an ‘I don’t want to’ attitude and telling my poor, old dog lying in the floor listening to me, I decided to take a nap. Let me procrastinate some more.
So here I am. Maybe my get and go will get it done. Too much happening in life and in all areas plus this adds to it; but I know the end results will be family together, laughter, love and joy. I want that.
So to all, I wish you a Merry Christmas and a good night.